It's mah burfday

I'm 32. So only 3 more years til AMA (advanced maternal age); awesome! In all seriousness, I don't think 32 is old, but the fact I'm another step closer to AMA makes me haz a sad. Especially since we're about to hit the 3 years TTC mark. How scary is it that I could have a walking, talking, potty-trained toddler if I was one of the magical fertiles who get lucky their 1st try? Heck, I could have 2 kids by now. I know I've been lapped by several people on my interwebs anniversary board, which is another reason for me to haz a sad.

But it's not all bad. After work, I will go to therapy (alone) & to Weight Watchers (with hubby) & then we will go out to dinner @ our favorite local Indian restaurant where I get a free entree since it's my birthday. And then to top it all off, today is free cone day @ Ben & Jerry's, so we get free dessert too! Thank God Weight Watchers has 49 extra points a week! Whatevs; it's my day & so I'm going to try & enjoy it just a teensy bit.

It's also my mom's birthday today so I'll be sure to stop by my parents' house on the way home & give her a card & gift. I still fantasize about having a baby born on my birthday because it's been so fun to share it with my mom. Depending on the timing of IVF #1 & if it works (please please please) we may end up with a due date that's close. Not that I necessarily want to go 13 days past my due date like my mom did with me, but if that means having a healthy baby of my own I will gladly deal with it. Really, at this point if I had a left nut to give it'd be gone. But I don't know how Vid would feel about giving up one of his just yet (hehehe).