BFMFN (you figure out what that stands for). Which I already knew since I started POAS 7dp3dpt. It still doesn't make it not suck. Hey, at least I got to drink @ drug company expense last night without guilt: 2 glasses of red sangria & 1 white chocolate raspberry martini; helltotheyeah!
I called DH to tell him the news just now. Even though he knew my pee sticks were negative he was so hoping for a miracle. He said he "feels sick to his stomach"; I could tell in his voice he was trying so hard not to cry. In past failed treatment cycles he's never reacted like this. Poor dear.
The one bright spot is we do have a frosty. S/he is moving to my RE's new practice in the near future. However I'm not sure if we'll do an FET with it or just move into another fresh IVF cycle. I'm 33 & if this had worked I'd have been 34 when I was due. So not old but getting awfully close to that magical 35/AMA red flag they stick on your chart. I'm not diagnosed as DOR/PM but given my egg issues I'm kind of leaning towards fresh cycle in the hopes we can get another frosty (or more) as insurance. Something to discuss with my doc for sure. In the meantime, we'll be taking a cycle or 2 off to recoup financially, physically & mentally.