Friday, June 28, 2013

Going 'au natural'

I talked to the doc & she is good with doing a natural FET.  Yay for no Lupron!  Unless my body manages to eff this up too, then we have no choice.  We'll be doing it in August since to do it in July would mean us maybe having to skip a free vacation in Cape Cod which I am not about to do. 
The sperm frag test is being ordered in the meantime but DH is kind of being a PITA about it & is waiting to talk to the doc about some ?s he has. Fine but really dude, after all the crap I've gone through testing & procedure wise you're going to give me a hard (get it?  ha!) time about jerking off a couple times?  Does he honestly think we're doing this for fun?  Like I actually want to spend another couple hundred bucks?  Dude: the doc said this was a logical next step in testing!  Men are such babies.

Thursday, June 20, 2013

My life, on film...scary.

Found by my insomniac husband while looking for Indian movies on Youtube:

Friday, June 14, 2013


I am the most fertile infertile EVAH!  I ovulated while on 6mg of Estrace daily to prep for our FET.
So FET = cancelled. Me = drinking tonight.

Will talk with DH about what to do. We can still do an FET but I would need to be on Lupron to prep. Lupron shuts down your pituitary gland. And when I was on it for IVF #1 it kicked my ass; I was seriously in bed @ 7pm & still exhausted when I woke up the next morning after 12 hours of sleep.
However, we are going to my grandparents' time share on Cape Cod next month. I refuse to let IF take away a free vacation! & And sincer I'm not sure of the timing of the FET yet (waiting for the doc to return my phone call) August may be when we can next cycle.

If that is the case, we might just keep Nemo frozen & go for IVF #4. Our original plan had been to do IVF #4 in August if Nemo didn't stick since my pre tax medical account reloads July 1st which would basically pay for an IVF cycle. Vid & I have a lot to talk about this weekend.

This now means that we are free next weekend since I took Thursday & Friday off for the FET. I needed to burn my last 2 vacation days since we accrue based on the fiscal year which ends 6/30 so they are mine for the taking! Will also need to talk about possibly running away for the weekend to somewhere within driving distance.

Friday, June 7, 2013

I am my own birth conrol

5 years ago today I took my last BCP.  We were newly weds & I was 29.  I had a regular cycle right off the bat & figured I'd be pregnant by my 30th birthday about 10 months later.  Little did we know we'd still be childless half a decade later. 


Sunday, June 2, 2013

Remind me why I still have Facebook again

Jumping out of window

Someone needs to tell my mother if she posts a comment that my sister is expecting again in early December on someone else's public page who I am not friends with, it may still show up in my news feed.  I guess I should be thankful I found out now versus after my failed FET.  That is all.