Friday, February 3, 2012
So, obviously we have nothing to freeze, which completely freaks me out. I had banked (yeah, I know, stupid) on having a frostie or 2 as a fall back if this didn't work. Now, I don't know what we'll do if this turns out to be a BFFN negative like every other cycle. I suppose we could do another IVF but if we did I would DEMAND a change in protocol. I've been told over & over again "I'm young" so WTF did I respond so poorly? I'm still shocked by how this turned out.
But, we do have 1. And 1 is all it takes, right? God, I hope so. When I called for a status report earlier this afternoon the embryologist said The Lone Ranger was "4 cells & doing exactly what it was supposed to". "Quality over quantity", I keep telling myself. So we'll be going in @ 9am for transfer tomorrow morning & the beginning of 2 weeks of neuroses on my part.